February 2012
9 posts
i have gained more weight in the past year than the past six years combined. mehhhhh but undoubtedly it has been a gastronomically good year :X
whilst waiting for kenny to pick me up on friday (:
dinner at the park near my place, browsed our favorite mustafa and then stopping by stores stocked with china food products. spent saturday afternoon looking for old japanese sports cars but to no avail, instead i was awed by a swag oozing 1988, 6 litres jaguar xjs convertible with v12 engine. sunday dinner at mbs before one half of the...
the formula
mini whale michelle = lack of self discipline + a very doting boyfriend
sweetie kenny, i love the second half of the equation, so dont you think of being otherwise.
two consecutive years of wonderful valentines (:
you know you’re fucked big time when your day becomes night, night becomes day… and that it is impossible for slumber without your boyfriend sleeping next to you.
its been an emotional period for us.. we bided xiao huey goodbye yesterday.
last september was xiaohuey’s first and last photoshoot. it has brought nothing but joy and thrill to both kenny and i. it’s also the first car kenny has bought by himself. it has brought us on many of our dates, it went through our separation, we showered plenty of care and love on it - changed the color of its brake pads, polished the pipes when they had darkened, sewn the top when...
January 2012
9 posts
console games, new year shopping trips, family dinners, lots of love and affection. valentine’s and our first anniversary is coming up sooon ^^
it aint any of my business. but i cannot suppress this feeling of unjust.
been sitting here for the past hour staring into the blanks, thinking. my time of rebellion started out later than my friends, ended sooner than some of theirs as well. but within these short few years, i picked up habits that should have been best left untouched, and done things that i aint proud of. but nevertheless, they taught me well. cliche as it always sound, it made me who i am today....
0830 - 1130 and 1900 - 2200 lectures. how am i gonna survive in between ):
wake up to your eyes shining with love and adoration. feel so much more love for you with each day. you and me, us. its pretty damn overwhelming.
dreamt that i lost you through an automobile accident. been crying my eyes out since. i cannot lose you, i dont think i can survive. you have became such a big part of me that it really scares me…
2011 was ushered in with loose emotional ends and silly hopes of reunion. but for once an expiry date for matters of the heart finally meant something to this stubborn soul. the first two months were well spent appreciating all the kindred spirits who kept me afloat, and simultaneously keeping people of no interest at arm’s length. valentine’s was spent with my dearest of all best...
December 2011
15 posts
07:03 slept not a wink. gave up trying after an hour or two of tossing and turning. we survived the p.kit last week and now the first gush, praise lord. tired but still very much looking forward to my first fag. a few hours more to seeing kenny (:
03:14 exchanging lil snippets of love with love. too excited for the new year and the weekend to sleep. determined to make it to school so worry not. i wish nights can be longer though, so i can spend tomorrow night with both bestfriend and my family. bleah.
nothing interesting comes along on weekdays. just mugging and more mugging. im really bored right now…
twenty eleven had been surprisingly magical year - reconnected with most of my closest friends; found a very special other half; survived a road accident; and genuinely happy for most of the time. for the first time ever, i really do think everyday is valentine’s (:
hope you guys had an awesome christmas like i did ^^
all, or nothing.
its always so enjoyable at pam’s place <3 glad to have spent this christmas with one of the most precise girls alive (:
crippled by old fears, personal demons and doubts. my mind is currently working overdrive conjuring images, then fighting against them. gah…
kenny bought the disney princess puzzle for me!
da paolo with bellis and cherlene for early xmas dinner! (:
caught up with timothy, joshua and hubert after such a long awhile on monday night. then kenneth, huiyang, kenny and i had dinner together on tuesday night, as usual we were brainstorming on graduation trip ideas and still stuck at one. on another hand, it was extremely comforting to see kenny and my friends mingle comfortably together :D
god is fair.